Venting...

I know I am sorry this is my journal tho so if you don't like it don't read it easy as that :) why is it that everyone and their dog is either preggo or just had their babies don't get me wrong I am thrilled for them I really am I just can't help but be a tad bit jealous! I have been bit hard by the baby bug I started feeling it really bad around Isaiah's birthday and the long time goes the worst it gets, I wish my dear sweet hubby felt the same way I completely get his reasoning as to why he feels we should just wait, but at the same time I could care a less I am so ready to be pregnant again which is a huge deal because I hated it the first time haha! I am so ready to have another sweet little spirit in our home! and to be honest I could care a less if I have a boy or girl which is another huge deal haha! We have gone to the temple and prayed about it and we didn't really get an answer so I guess I just need to be patient! Its just so DANG hard! anyways I really just needed to write that some where sorry that you have to read it :) onto other news this Month has been a crazy one! I got a different job still working with special needs just in elem. aged kids I am bummed that I have to leave the kids I work with now they are all so much fun and I really have enjoyed working with them, this job will just be better for me and my little family! I start Jan. 3 yay!! I had a scare a couple Saturdays ago I had a cyst burst but didn't know that was what was happening so we went in to the ER haha so much fun! I had to go in for a check up to make sure things looked ok with my ob and he told me I have another one yay for me I have to go back in in 6 weeks to make sure it hasn't grown if it has I might have to have it surgically removed... so we shall see how that goes! Mike is working his life away like always he is such a good hubby and daddy! We sure do love him! Isaiah is growing like a weed he looks and acts older every day (another reason as to why I want a baby) we are in potty training full swing, he is so cute he will tell me momma I pee then run to the bathroom as fast as his little legs will carry him laughing the whole time I love it! Today I didn't put a diaper on at nap time so we will see if he is dry when he does decide to wake up! That is what is going on with us!